i breathed you in like the nicotine when i smoke my daily cigarette
i let you stay in me
i knew you weren't good for me
but i wanted you anyway
and i never wanted to breathe out
i wanted you to stay
and destroy and let me feel good and the same time
but we all know that's not possible
but everyone tries and gets addicted

and in the end either you breathe out on your own or the killing thing does it for you
but something always stays

the nicotine stayed in my lungs
you stayed in my heart
even though the cigarette burned out
and you left
                   
                                                                                      d.s